Dreams of my father
I came home so tired from work yesterday, I just fell on the couch and slept. I don't remember how my dream began. Only up until the part where me & Jona were laying across from each other sharing a couch in the living room. My dad walks by retiring to his room like he normally does after he uses the bathroom and drinks from a gallon of water. I look at the back of his head and noticed his white hair is growing out from the jet black hair dye. I wanted to chat with him before he goes by asking him, "Dad did you recently dye your hair?" Then quickly noticed a video cassette tape in his back pocket. I grabbed up to look at the list of videos on it and asked him, "what's in this tape?" There was a long list. I just remember the first line started with a D. I believe it was either Dom or Dion's name. Dad replied, "I'm gonna watch ____ wedding." It felt like he was telling me Grandma & grandpa's 50th wedding anniversary. Dad looked so sad as if he didn't want to go. In my head I was thinking as I was looking at his sad face, "is it possible to be sad in heaven?" I asked my father, "how's heaven?" He looked at me with surprise and says, "what?" And I asked again, "What is heaven like?" I just knew he would disappear.
I woke up in my quiet living room and the background noise of the shower running (Learon was showering). I was just overwhelmed with missing my father I could just breakdown. I thought to myself about how my mother must have felt missing him all this time and how Aures feels when she breaks down and cries and that I may experience the loss of my husband one day. I counted my blessing on having a great husband.
I've had many dreams of my dad. I believe his spirit is alive and he can communicate with me in my dreams. Sounds crazy right? And at 10:22AM orPM when I happen to see that time, is his way of telling me that hes around. In one dream, him and Tito Boy attended my wedding.
I just found out today that my parents anniversary was 2 days ago. I always think about the anniversary when they were suppose to renew their vows but dad was so sick it could not happen. That was the same year he passed. My mom feels bad every time she thinks about it. I would hate to hold that feeling of regret.
I woke up in my quiet living room and the background noise of the shower running (Learon was showering). I was just overwhelmed with missing my father I could just breakdown. I thought to myself about how my mother must have felt missing him all this time and how Aures feels when she breaks down and cries and that I may experience the loss of my husband one day. I counted my blessing on having a great husband.
I've had many dreams of my dad. I believe his spirit is alive and he can communicate with me in my dreams. Sounds crazy right? And at 10:22AM orPM when I happen to see that time, is his way of telling me that hes around. In one dream, him and Tito Boy attended my wedding.
I just found out today that my parents anniversary was 2 days ago. I always think about the anniversary when they were suppose to renew their vows but dad was so sick it could not happen. That was the same year he passed. My mom feels bad every time she thinks about it. I would hate to hold that feeling of regret.