It's been quite along time since I've updated THIS journal.I suppose all my old lj friends have thought I'd abandoned them! Things are going not so smo0thly right now but hopefully will get better.If not then I'm screwed.We did our drama exam yesturday that went ok I guess.Well not much more to say!

Im so fucking pissed off and I have no idea why.Seems like Im always mad or depressed now-a-days.Pfft I dont even know whats going on inside of my head.I just cant wait for Kyle to come back he'll make me happier.My councellor doesnt know shit she's so ANNOYING gahh! I tell her how I feel and shes like what exactly does that mean? Can you describe ( Read more... )

My mother is such a fucking liar.She went out at 7 for a "coffee date" which was supposed to end in an hour or so.Around 11 I get a phone call saying Honey Im having a few drinks (which means im drunk) and Ill be home later.I was like yeah fuck you too.So now I realise she doesnt want help and shes just as bad as she says other people are.She ( Read more... )

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Live Like A Teenage Christ Im A Saint Got A Date With Suicide.

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Wow I haven't written in here in YEARS well maybe not years but still.Not much to say ... I keep this journal because it has so many of my old entries I don't want to let them go.Corny but oh well what ya gonna do? My cat is being strange and he follows me everywhere mehbay he thinks I'm sexay! LoL I highly doubt that but oh wells ... this 4 day ( Read more... )

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Do you remember the times where I'd go out on the balcony and just stare at the stars? Wishing my life was different? You'd come out and help me by talking to me I don't remember the conversations we'd have but I remember I'd feel much better. When you were with her and me it felt like a family but things changed drastically so nothing could ever ( Read more... )

I'm living one day at a time now with only a few friends I've chosen to stay close to and my boyfriend.The only family member I want is my mother everybody else in my family can go fuck themselves +smiles+ I've learned that people even in your own family are only out for themselves they don't care who they hurt in the process of getting what they ( Read more... )