Hold On Tight Spin Around ......
I'm living one day at a time now with only a few friends I've chosen to stay close to and my boyfriend.The only family member I want is my mother everybody else in my family can go fuck themselves +smiles+ I've learned that people even in your own family are only out for themselves they don't care who they hurt in the process of getting what they want or they just use you for their own benefits.I've learned also that you have to deal with getting left behind.It feels like my sister and my brother have left me behind so I'm left dealing with that.Furthermore I do not trust many people anymore and keep things to myself.Now my time with my boyfriend has been fucking killed wow the world just loves to fuck me over.My mother tells me I'm dramatic well that's to fucking bad for her maybe she just doesn't realise what's going on inside of my head? Or maybe I just am... Oh well ...