My life is brilliant.... my love is pure.

[divinecordelia]

I was tired of being afraid. That I had decided matter of factly. I just didn't know what to do about it because every time I did try to do something about it I wound up playing psycho fun house with Faith. What used to be Faith and maybe this was karmic retribution for the hell I put her through in high school, who knows. Why would she fixate on

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[true_angelus]

Well fuck, could it get any damn easier? I had left the kids with Merrick to go and find Cordelia and here she is in my arms asking for my help. Of course I'd help her, help drag her back to the house to watch the kids. Play Mommy and she would once I convinced her enough but for right now I wouldn't alarm her to the fact I was not her hero. I wrapped my arms around her and smoothed her hair down hushing her quietly

[divinecordelia]

Idiot. Idiot. Idiot. Fucking stupid idiot. I swallowed back tears as Angelus steered me into the house where two kids waited for me to play Mommy. How messed up was this? Part of me was wishing Faith was here now and filling me full of drugs because at least it wasn't Angelus. I saw a small blonde walk out and scowl at Angelus and walk away. Angelus stared after her and then turned to me as we reached a door. Play Mommy was all he said as he pushed the door open. I stood there reluctantly and his hands fisted into balls and that was enough to propel me through the door into the view of two kids. A girl and a boy

[john_allerdyce]

Faith and I waited for Daddy to return with Mommy. I wasn't sure why I was confused that we had a Mommy. I thought my mommy was dead, but then again I could remember having a Mommy, but I don't think she was with my Daddy. It was with another Daddy. No. That couldn't be right. Why was I so confused

[wickedslayer]

The hissy girl wouldn't let me go, always holding onto me and calling me a Star. I was a star! I should get sunglasses and run around and play hide and go seek. But Connor said we might get in trouble for that. I didn't care as long as he took all the blame for it because he would and Daddy would believe it too.

I smile at that.

Pretty girl walks in and I don't think she's our Mommy at all but Connor thinks she is. Boys are so dumb. Wicked dumb. I'd tell him that later too as soon as all the grown ups go away and I can tease him again. I just watch and she looks confused to see me. Everybody's always so confused. I don't care, as long as cartoons are on.

"Don't cry, you baby!" I yell at Connor, throwing a pillow and hitting him in the back of the head with it. Big kids don't cry. My big brother's not supposed to cry because he's a boy but I don't cry either. Only when I have to get out of trouble. Then I cry alot. But that's okay because it gets me out of trouble. Connor's just crying because he's a big baby.