- i think i remember why i stopped updating... i got sick of bitching all the time. it's all either "the kids are a pain" or "my (FITB) hurts" or "i'm poor" or whatever. i'm trying really hard to be a more positive person, and this is not positive behaviour? i suppose a small amount of bitching is healthy, but damn girl, you need to lay off the ( Read more... )

- i just want to stay in bed, is that too much to ask? stupid things like my stomach, bladder, and needing to clean are stopping me ( Read more... )

- sick of being hungry. yesterday i ate too much and i paid for it all night. i can't ever win ( Read more... )

I
HATE
SUMMER

my application for my debit card has been rejected. what the fuck? how can i get rejected for a card TO TAKE OUT MY OWN MONEY ( Read more... )

Mass is raising the sales tax from 5% to 6.25%. i know, times are hard and all, i understand this. i'm not mad about that. i'm mad because HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO CALCULATE 6.25% IN MY FUCKING HEAD?!?!?!?

5% is somewhat easy. IT'S DISCRIMINATION AGAINS THE DISCALCULATE!!

- i walk to physical therapy, kill myself climbing up to the fourth floor, and have to walk back home after... but i still need twenty minutes on the treadmill? i do believe it's a wee bit overkill. the fifteen minutes was okay but the twenty did a number on the same area of the back we're trying to help here. because getting weak and dizzy is ( Read more... )

also, i've been pretty depressed the last few days. no damn good reason, well, my entire exsistance is a joke as it is, but nothing in paticular triggered it. i just... don't want to do anything. i'm so sick of sewing. i liked when it was a hobby, but now that i HAVE TO DO IT TO MAKE ENDS MEET, i loathe it. i loathe that i work my ass off for ( Read more... )

- first time this season it's gotten past 75 (and damn near 85) and i'm already cranky and irritated. i dunno what i'm going to do when summer hits. fuck you New England and it's only three weeks a year of SANE FUCKING TEMPERATURES (i mean really, is wanting it to be 50-60 all the time too much to ask [shut up ( Read more... )

- so, i got a letter back from the electric company, saying they re-read the metre, and they were correct, and the $844 bill stands as correct ( Read more... )