I don't know where our lives went wrong. I don't know how we came to the conclusions that we have. We can see how the others are coping, how they are missing the point, but we keep our mouths shut. Instead of helping, we share criticisms behind each other's backs. The problem is, if we do try to help, they shut us out, tell us we're jealous or ( Read more... )

Hello high school. I though I escaped you years ago, yet here you are again. People promising not to talk behind people's backs and doing it anyway. People having petty arguments and treating them like they are the end of the world. I don't want to do this again, I really don't. I have had a constant headache for over a week now. Bah to all ( Read more... )

I hate caring; it makes life so much more complicated. I won't blame Amanda for what she does. I know what her childhood was like. I know how hard it must be to be a single mother of 2 kids. I just wish she could respect the rules. I can't ignore Eleesia because I'm angry at Amanda. I was going to run away to see Stacey because I can't sit ( Read more... )

I'm glad Thanksgiving is over. My mother has a bad back and has a hard time standing up. Every year she insists on doing everything for dinner. My guess is half of it is just for sympathy (look at the sacrifices I make for my family). Anyway, the only thing she would let me do is peel potatoes. 10 lbs of potatoes. I actually don't mind. ( Read more... )

Theresa's was a blast. I love her house at Thanksgiving; it's everything mine isn't. Her family and family friends come over. There's about 20 people in the house at any given time. Sarah Jo and Chris have been flirting since they've been old enough to (Theresa used to babysit them both). They're 16 and 17 now and it was interesting to watch ( Read more... )

Today is the day before Thanksgiving Thanksgiving dinner at Theresa's today around 4. Then Amanda wants me to go out to Hotel Austin and Locomotions tonight with a bunch of her friends. We wanted Theresa to go but I guess her nieces are spending the night tonight. Whatever. I haven't been out in ages so Central Bridge and Cobleskill are better ( Read more... )

You know, 24 doesn't feel any different than 23. Jaimie just gave me my birthday present. It's the Gender Bender wind up robot (Futurama). It came with a cigar, wand, and a can of Mom's Robot Oil. It's fucking awesome! I hung out with Amanda last night. I forgot how much fun we have together sometimes, playing heart and soul on the keyboards ( Read more... )

So I'm a social retard. Amanda took me to this tattoo parlor so she could get her lip pierced. The guy piercing her was really cute. Italian...*drools*. Anyway, he's chatty, I'm chatty. He makes a comment about not being able to put the ball in because of his fat Italian fingers. I go to say something about having the same problem and well, I ( Read more... )

It's interesting. We're apparently having a cook out today. My mother made me sweep off the patio because she didn't want to eat with dead leaves under her feet. Last night I ate my dinner in a tree. It's always amusing to see differences like that between us. Strange indeed ( Read more... )