to everyone who offered support on my previous post. I'm...well, it's getting easier to handle, I'll say that. I'm slowly making my way through the lj backlog...but it's five pages so bear with ( Read more... )

okay...after some reflection, and some wonderful emails and phone calls...I come to dip my toe back in the proverbial waters...how y'all are?

I'll be hiding from LJ for a few days. I'm to depressed to give a fuck about trying to keep up when I am 235 pounds and someone who is at my IDEAL weight-range of 150-something thinks she needs to be an even 100 to be a good/attractive/valid/what-the-fuck-ever human being. What does that make me if I'm nearly twice her weight and OVER twice her ( Read more... )

the only person ever to tell me he was in love with me...never actually met me in real life