All of a sudden, it all comes out. I have defended him and taken his side so many times, even through all the pain he put me through. I am so completely disappointed and confused. My father is a foreigner to me. I don't know him. I don't think I want to know him ( Read more... )

This month's all about progress and change.

I'm being optimistic.

Italy was absolutely amazing. I wish I could put words to how I felt. Not once was I the least bit homesick. Picking up on a little Italian was one of the most rewarding things, because I honestly did not expect to. It was just the small things, like being able to ask for directions, or where the bathroom is, or ordering a meal. I said something ( Read more... )

It's not over. It won't go away. I don't think it ever will. I'm scared.

www.fmylife.com ( Read more... )

This is what a flare looks like ( Read more... )

My my I have a lot of thoughts lately ( Read more... )

I hate doctors appointments. You say the wrong things or forget to tell them the most important ones, and they tell you its either all in your head or you're dying.

which is it going to be today....

I guess I am moving on and past Rochester. It's different than the way I left it. Suddenly I have enemies, and that's never good. Wow. I never thought I would have enemies, maybe that is a little vain of me. But I made it out of high school without any grudges (barely ( Read more... )

those last few posts are depressing and ridiculous. I am not drinking alcohol next semester. I will be a good role model for my girls...god I hope so.