I guess first my health.
Had an endoscopy last week. My liver enzymes were very elevated in December. I went to the doctor because I was feeling the way I did a few years ago when I was nauseated and throwing up every ten minutes and was in the hospital for several days because I went septic after what they said was a UTI. I call bs but nothing I ( Read more... )

I would rather die!!!!
Nowfor quick vent. I hate our government and taxes. For the first time ever we owe money for taxes! Thanks great orange Cheeto!
We filed an extension in April because we didn't have the $500 they said we owed. Hubby just did them again because ya know, extension over and now it says we owe $1014!
The fuck!?!?! No idea how but ( Read more... )

I need someone i can bitch to. Someone i can call and vent to, someone who i can send a selfie to and say see i looked good today and he didn't even notice!
I could vent to work friends at work about work. I mean we talk about personal stuff too but i just wanted to cry on someone's shoulder. I wanted to be told, dang girl you look nice today. I ( Read more... )

So down, tired, frustrated, etc. Except not down-depressed. Not tired- exhausted. Not frustrated-angry.

Down-Tom died, hubby is depressed and in pain and I'm helpless to help. My house is a mess. My yard is a jungle.

Tired-emotionally-death and depression suck, physically-I'm gaining weight because I'm eating crap and i know it but the depression ( Read more... )

Tom had been seeing a therapist for awhile now. The appointments are too few and far between i think-heck do does the therapist-but that's not the point. Seeing Tom so sad and depressed even morose, hurts my heart. He is not the same guy i married, by a long shot but the pain and depression he is in is running me off my husband and i resent that.
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Once you realize your cats have fleas they have had them for awhile and it's gonna be super hard to get rid of them. I don't wanna have to bathe 4 cats again. They haven't had fleas in years, i have no clue who or how they were brought into the house again.

Working so much helps me avoid things i don't wanna deal with...sadly Tom and his depression ( Read more... )

Wow. So today... Well yesterday now, was a rough one. The last fewdays have been rough and stressful.
Yesterday was the 3rd anniversary of Jethro dying. I miss my kitty all the time. It sneaks up on me though- the anniversary i mean- so much is going on right now and then bamit hits me!
Thomas also started packing. Yes packing. He's moving out and ( Read more... )

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Today's thankful.  I am thankful for the instructor of my Thursday knitting class.  Lisa is a wonderful person as well as teacher.  I am so glad I decided to try one of her classes ( Read more... )

Ok. So I changed my layout & it's about time. I have been looking for one for awhile. I really love this one that I found at scholarslayouts. I like it but I feel like it  needs a header I am just not sure how to go about that.  Can anybody help me?  I think I would prefer text, of course thats becuse I have no idea what type of picture I would use.

Any ideas?