baby don't cry
promise to believe in me, and i'll keep the faith for you
bluu. eighteen. girl. chinese citizen but resident of the usa. finally a college student!!!! sapphire blue is her color but you wouldn't know since she spends 24/7 spazzing and flailing over exo. violinist. writer. singer. sort of artist. always in need of food. incoherent most all of the time. in love with too many people to count.
ashes in the wind come knocking at my door, broken glass and faded memories
숨을 쉴 때마다 니가 그립다 같은 하늘 아래 있다
AS OF JULY 2015, I WILL NO LONGER BE WRITING FICS OR POSTING. ALL CONTENT HAS BEEN PRIVATED.
no translations allowed [for now]I have not allowed any translations for my fics except for this one, so there should not be ANY OTHER translations of my fics out there. It is an honor to be considered for translation, and I appreciate it greatly, but I personally don't feel entirely comfortable with it. Maybe one day I'll open up for translations, but for now, please do not translate my fics, and if you have done so already, then please delete them. Thank you.
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masterlist;
(almost all exo fics oops)
ot12
when it rains laughter | g | bandfic | they were twelve boys given a chance
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hunhan
cherish these memories | g | bandfic | they promised to be brothers, to be friends forever, and luhan was determined to keep that promise, no matter what
shattered | pg-13 | angst | sehun waits in vain, and he knows it, but part of him always hopes that one day, luhan will come out of his delusional fantasy world and realize how much sehun loves him
autumn rain | pg-13 | angst | because I hurt you, and you just hurt me back, and that’s never going to end | written for sncj santa 2012
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kaisoo
shadows | pg-13 | psychological?? | kyungsoo hears voices in the shadows, yet no one else seems to hear them. especially not jongin | winner of black cat on the windowsill contest
out of the crystal blue | pg-13 | mama!au | jongin is destined to save the world, and all kyungsoo can do is stay by his side until the very end
day by day | pg-13 | angst | it’s cruel to die a little by little, day by day, knowing there’s nothing to do about it
one, two, tie your shoe pg-13 | (really fail attempt at) horror | nursery rhymes are not to be messed with, especially when ghosts are involved
something cheesy and clichéd | pg | crack | in which kai and kyungsoo have an exceedingly awkward relationship and suho just ships them to no end. this will really go well
hope is a dream (that doesn't sleep) | pg-13 | fluff | this is a story, a dream found in reality. this is Kyungsoo realizing that reality isn't perfect, but as long as Jongin is there, everything fits together
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baekyeol
the particular complexities of friendship | pg-13 | fluff/crack?? | “just friends” becomes a rather unconvincing excuse after you’ve been living together for some time, doing who-knows-what
piece me back together | pg-13 | model!au | as long as park chanyeol is by his side, byun baekhyun is fine with slowly destroying himself with the glamour of standing in front of the camera
/with baekhan
breathe and fall (into place) | pg-13 | angst/fluff/idek angstangstangsttt | the only problem is luhan forgot to take chanyeol away from baekhyun's memories
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taoris
excuses, excuses | pg | crack | tao says he visits kris because he's in love with kris's buffalo. kris believes him. utter chaos ensues
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chenlay
nothing's impossible | pg | crack | jongdae is yixing’s obsessed fanboy.jongdae meets yixing. yixing doesn’t know who jongdae is. yet
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kyungmyeon
of leader qualities and all that | pg | fluff | junmyeon tries too hard to be a good leader sometimes, when kyungsoo thinks that he's good enough already
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suhun
as the smoke clears (watch as ashes fade away) | pg-15 | angst/bittersweet/weirdness?? | and in the end, junmyun learns it isn’t only sehun who needs to learn to let go | winner of aideshou challenge 05
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xiuhan
cold dark frozen | pg-13 | extremely fail horror | luhan is poison, and poison is addicting
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sukai
though the brightest fell | r | scifi, angel!au | jongin is the mistake, broken wings dragging across dusty streets and dark alleyways. junmyeon is the angel who can't fly
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sekai
summer's almost over | r | horror (?), eating disorders | they're all dangerous, all waiting to burst into flames, like bombs set on timers about to reach zero
baekxing
blue like jazz | pg-13 | fluff | it's not as much letting go as it is learning to love again | exoforsichuan fic
+ awkward b.a.p. fic look bluu is expanding her horizons!!!
yesterday and forever | r | timestop/travel!au | until youngjae comes back, daehyun stuck in the past, because every day becomes yesterday (a.k.a. in which youngjae dies three times too many for most people but three times too little for bluu oops)