Where is my head..

[sunpuddle]

I won't share my problems with you anymore. I never meant to put any burdens on you. I've never really had anybody to talk to, so I guess I tried talking to you because I feel closest to you. I'm sorry

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[pianoship]

Whoa whoa whoa I'm... really sorry. I'm just being selfish, and jealous... please, please don't keep things to yourself. It's not fair to you at all, me being all "wah wah I hate that guy" all the fucking time. I will -always- listen, always... sometimes it just gets so frustrating though. I always want to tell you to tell him to go fuck himself. But I get that relationships and shit are about.. compromise and all that. So I have to sit here and try to think rationally about your problems... and it's difficult and I'm immature, so my immediate reaction is "wah I hate everything". I never meant for you to think I don't want to listen... haha, though I guess "I really tire of hearing blah blah" pretty much sounds that way. Fuck. I just.... ugh, I don't know. I get upset when he makes you unhappy, and I can't do anything about it and can't offer you any advice... so it just gets so frustrating. And that's where most of it comes from. I can't. Do. Anything. It fucking kills me to know you're angry, or sad

[pianoship]

ha... hahah