Where is my head..

[sunpuddle]

I won't share my problems with you anymore. I never meant to put any burdens on you. I've never really had anybody to talk to, so I guess I tried talking to you because I feel closest to you. I'm sorry.
I've had to keep things to myself most my life so, it shouldn't be an issue anymore.

I understand you completely. I understand where you're coming from. And I've been in the exact same situation...with you to be precise. So I get it. And don't worry about ...that. I pretty much gave up on ever meeting you....a -long- time ago. I know you won't do it....and I get that,too. ............... but, that doesn't mean I'm not allowed to be sad about that fact. You're a huge part of my life, and I guess I'm going to have to eventually come to terms with the fact that some day that's going to end.....because maintaining a relationship over the internet isn't really a forever kind of thing, like I'd love to think it is.
What can I say. I live in a fucking fantasy world where everything goes the way I want. Because that's all I really have to hold onto.

ew. I didn't mean for this to get mopey, so I'm just going to stfu now and go lay down.