Where is my head..
I won't share my problems with you anymore. I never meant to put any burdens on you. I've never really had anybody to talk to, so I guess I tried talking to you because I feel closest to you. I'm sorry
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It's nice to know I can't even filter things properly.
Now I feel even worse.
God.
Yeah, if I were you, I wouldn't even want to talk to me after that.
And I won't blame you if you don't.
There's no excuse.
I'm just being selfish, and I know I'm going about it rudely and it's disgusting. It's not an issue of me not wanting to hear your problems, it's an issue of me being jealous of him and we've been over it. Many times.
God I'm such an idiot. I was screaming to myself there and it's pretty much unforgivable. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I don't want you to hate me for this but I'll understand if you do. Those words were all so out of line and disgusting, I'm so fucking sorry. I was just depressed and upset over shit that I guess isn't even my business to be upset over. I mean I have the right to be upset that my best friend is being treated like that but I guess like... you know.... not to that extent, and not to the level that I have to be a fucking cunt about it.
Shit, I'm so sorry.
And if you're really angry at me... I get it... I deserve it.
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