It’s been forever and a day since I’ve posted here. I’ve married, I’ve been widowed, I’ve broken my leg, been through 3 surgeries and moved twice. It feels like a lifetime has happened in these not many years ( Read more... )

**** I want to begin with everything is fine, I'm ok and of no harm to myself. I'll be posting lots on this as I work through what happened several weeks ago. I'm actively getting help and I'm doing fine. ****

I've been toying with
sharing
what is really going on in my life right now. For me it's one of the
most
personal things I've shared here. Which ( Read more... )

It's another hot ass day out. I've got bronchitis and have been home resting. I'm on an antibiotic, prednisone, breathing treatments and have been taking it easy. The antibiotics have begun to upset my tummy. The goal is to feel better since if I don't work, I don't get paid. Not getting paid is bad ( Read more... )

Yup I'm still around if you doubted it at all. Getting on to post to LJ just seems like a hard thing to do for some reason, but I made time for it today as I want for Brandi and Dom to stop by ( Read more... )

So Rob nudged me since I haven't posted here for a while. It's just been a long few weeks. Working lots of OT and avoiding moms when possible and finally getting to see friends. I'm not sure the best way to do this so I'll break it down I guess.
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It just hit me. All my grandparents are gone now. My dad's parents I loved and grew up with and them I truley miss. My mother's parents brought pain to our family.

Still it is odd to think one generation of those two families are gone.

Some of you are aware of the situation with my grandmother. How she treats my mom and so on. Well, this has all come to an end as of Saturday August 8th. My mother's cousin called and left a very nasty message informing my mother of her passing ( Read more... )

Where to start ( Read more... )

This past weekend was really hard for me emotionally and although yesterday was good, today is a little rough. I guess I want to understand what happened and get a clear idea if my depression is really as bad as he said or was the whole thing over long before it ended and that is all it was. I don't want to be a nut bag and lost out in mental space ( Read more... )

Today is a good day so far, I will do my best to keep it that way ( Read more... )