I feel like I've got things under control. I actually fight really hard for them to be ok. It seems the reality is I'm fighting and in the end nothing is changing and I'm expanding a lot of energy/emotion for nothing ( Read more... )

I'm going to need to process a lot of things and really put down whatever is in my head at that moment. My therapist really feels it is something to do since I'm not talking to anyone really about everything. Everyone has a little piece here and there. I'm making a filter where I can feel safe making posts about this. Once I make the filter I will ( Read more... )

Today was better than yesterday by a long shot. The positive for both days was a fun chat with a friend. We got to catch up, clear the air and really just be. It was nice, more than nice in some ways ( Read more... )