I wish I could yell out everything I wanted to say, but you'd never hear, because you aren't listening. I hate that you led me on, gave me false hope. But I could never actually hate you. Still, why did you have to act like you love me when you didn't? Why did you have to act like you cared about me in that way when you couldn't have? Why did you ( Read more... )

Reading shoujo manga has made me sad. :(

My heart feels as though it has been torn out, put in a grinder, served in a meat pie, eaten, digested, crapped upon, flushed down the toilet and burned ( Read more... )

My computer died ( Read more... )

You know since it was late at night I was going to write this whole passionate angst fest about how dave is gone and i'm sad (and a little confused about a couple of things) but I doubt anyone wants to read that and I don't know if i have it all in me, i don't want to say anything i would regret. God, I just wish I didn't feel so hopeless at the ( Read more... )

I swear, I never update anymore. I mean, I always say, ok I'm going to update today, but then I never do ( Read more... )

Well, I don't want to stay on here. I don't want to type much. But Dave and I are frankly over. I'm sad, but I can't do anything. Shame he was so wonderful to me when we were together of this wouldn't be so hard. But you know, I'll wake up tomarrow and try to go on with life. I watched Sunshine of the Spotless mind, makes me wish I could have the ( Read more... )

Waring: The following is a lot of angst and may have nonsensical moments ( Read more... )

My life is constant insomnia ( Read more... )

Well, today was of course better than last time I posted. I went to Vangie's again and worked on a 2500 peice puzzle! yay ( Read more... )