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Uch, its the longest night of the week ( Read more... )

Today was sign on day. I hate it. I hate being made to feel like dirt, through no fault of my own. I apply for jobs, attend interviews, it's not my fault I get no further. I would know who's fault it is, if the stinking interviewers would get back in contact, but I am just ignored and forgotten about, Which is really bad for my self-esteem ( Read more... )

So everything online has been abandoned pretty much, because I still don't have my internet router. *sigh* Sky have sent it out, but Parcelforce are still having issues with deliveries in Scotland. Soooo, I don't know when I'll be able to get online properly ( Read more... )

 Yes. I know I am a cheese-monger for using the title of an a1 song as a blog title. It just seems to fit with what I have been thinking about :S.

But I have a few friends to talk about being let down by people, normally girl/boyfriends. 
(Which is great seeing as I have had no relationships for a few years :/)

Anyway, people seem to want people to ( Read more... )

So my money issues, are still giving me nightmares.
In an ideal world, i would tell them all what I could pay, and that would be enough, but nothing.

I am stressing to the point where i am looking for a second job. The other reason is that I am becoming lazy, because my days have gone from being rushed off my feet all day, to just working 5 hours ( Read more... )

I had spent a lot of thinking time, as to how my last remaining £5 was going to last me a full week. I had it all planned. Drinking water and limiting myself to buying a sandwhich at college, and use vouchers to get free soup at work ( Read more... )

Didn't bother heading into college today, party because I woke up late ( Read more... )

Well welcome back to work was kinda good and bad.
The good thing was that I had my half-yearly review thing, and my manager seems happy with my progress. The only thing which is still an issue, is my call scores, as they are shocking. The thing is, because I get a lot of billing, if there is something I am unsure about, I babble nonsense and just ( Read more... )

After 2 days of torturing myself, I have eventually pulled myself together enough to leave the house.
I am at college, and actually doing work. Also explained my current situation to Caron, my tutor, and she was very understanding. The college timetable for semester 2 doesn't kick into gear, for another week. So that's a big weight off, and I am ( Read more... )