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idk how to lead. everytime i talk i feel like nobody's listening and i dont know how to make them. and it's not like theyre fucking 3 year old kids. this is difficult enough. how do i lead a bunch of uni students that doesnt believe in/ give a shit about me.

a fresh hope for a new beginning encumbered by the overwhelming dread of that familiar strangeness, to the lecturers, the environment, the people.

the excitement burns in my throat as i almost die of anticipation, waiting for the right moment to share my thoughts. the curse of embarrassed red-flushed cheeks devour me as i hear the loud sputtering ( Read more... )

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im the kinda person that doesnt really care to put in much, if any at all, effort in most that i do if i don't really have the passion. i may be in university and on my way to becoming an educator but the irony is i dont really care to do significantly well in my studies. grades are merely grades that'd be reflected in my certificate upon ( Read more... )

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any and every attempt i make to be productive, to make progress in my academic commitment, i get stumped by an existential crisis of sorts ( Read more... )