without a heart
i have this sudden urge to eljay. about nothing in particular. facebook is facebook, twitter is twitter, nothing new. im done reading my daily fashion blog reads. ive nothing new to update my distressedress with. =/
i feel like theres a jumbled ball of mixed feelings in me but i can seem to sort them out or even, identify the presence of a single emotion. *shrugs. maybe it's the fact that i wasnt careful enough to check my bag before leaving work and now have to trouble my boss with something when he has more important things to worry about. maybe it's how i know i can do a pirouette albeit not perfectly, already but somehow, fail horribly during class. maybe its the lingering presence of the frustration towards singapore's education. or maybe it's the text my mom'd just sent me, hinting at the financial status of my family. whatever it is, i dont feel very good. =/
in other news, got myself a formspring. questions?