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[suave_thomas]

Hi, Babe. I know you are reading this. But just take a moment to realise what it means. I mean...look at that. How happy he is. And when I think back on how Flynn was when we first met him...how unhappy he was and stand-offish in a completely understandable way...this change in incredible and it makes me so happy

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[in_spectre_mors]

Oh, Thomas. Thank you. Thank you so much. I can't tell you what it means to know that you think that of me

[suave_thomas]

I believe it will all my heart.

I know you love having her around. It's like your lit up and I love to see that. I think the trauma showed you both that you could rely on and trust one another. And now that it's gone (thank goodness) you still have that knowledge. It's a treat to be able to watch you two. It really is.

I know it's daunting. Not from experience, it's just...of course it is. I would be scared too. But I see what Peter has with his kids and how incredible that bond is. And now you have that too. It's beautiful. And you say the most beautiful things. I think the gift of loving kindness is the best one to pass on!

You're welcome, my love. I always will.

[in_spectre_mors]

What we went through was certainly a trial by fire. I wish Mara had never had to go through such things, but at the same time, I wouldn't trade that bond for anything. It's a paradox, but I can live with that.

Looking to Peter and his relationship with his children is something that inspires me every day. That's what I want with Mara. I think we're doing well so far. Really, I know it, because I know my family wouldn't say the wonderful things you do about our relationship if they weren't meant. So thank you too, for helping me to see that I am doing well, that I am handling this. I'm just so happy to keep giving, and to keep giving to Mara.

I know to the very depths of my soul that your faith and belief will always be with me. And your love. The same goes from me to you.

[suave_thomas]

Paradox is a sexy word. Not..so much the meaning. Uhm...anyway yes. I wish neither of you had had to suffer through it.

She asked for popcorn on her journal. That's what made me want to write this to you. I read the happiness of Flynn and then I saw that Mara asked for something...that's a big step and she's able to do it already. You are doing very well.

I know that to the depths of my soul too, Spectre. Really...how could I not?