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Jan 26, 2008 20:10

Hi, Babe. I know you are reading this. But just take a moment to realise what it means. I mean...look at that. How happy he is. And when I think back on how Flynn was when we first met him...how unhappy he was and stand-offish in a completely understandable way...this change in incredible and it makes me so happy ( Read more... )

spectre is a god, penguin is wearing spectre!glasses!

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in_spectre_mors January 26 2008, 12:48:21 UTC
Oh, Thomas. Thank you. Thank you so much. I can't tell you what it means to know that you think that of me ( ... )

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suave_thomas January 26 2008, 12:57:13 UTC
I believe it will all my heart.

I know you love having her around. It's like your lit up and I love to see that. I think the trauma showed you both that you could rely on and trust one another. And now that it's gone (thank goodness) you still have that knowledge. It's a treat to be able to watch you two. It really is.

I know it's daunting. Not from experience, it's just...of course it is. I would be scared too. But I see what Peter has with his kids and how incredible that bond is. And now you have that too. It's beautiful. And you say the most beautiful things. I think the gift of loving kindness is the best one to pass on!

You're welcome, my love. I always will.

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in_spectre_mors January 26 2008, 13:06:44 UTC
What we went through was certainly a trial by fire. I wish Mara had never had to go through such things, but at the same time, I wouldn't trade that bond for anything. It's a paradox, but I can live with that.

Looking to Peter and his relationship with his children is something that inspires me every day. That's what I want with Mara. I think we're doing well so far. Really, I know it, because I know my family wouldn't say the wonderful things you do about our relationship if they weren't meant. So thank you too, for helping me to see that I am doing well, that I am handling this. I'm just so happy to keep giving, and to keep giving to Mara.

I know to the very depths of my soul that your faith and belief will always be with me. And your love. The same goes from me to you.

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suave_thomas January 26 2008, 13:17:00 UTC
Paradox is a sexy word. Not..so much the meaning. Uhm...anyway yes. I wish neither of you had had to suffer through it.

She asked for popcorn on her journal. That's what made me want to write this to you. I read the happiness of Flynn and then I saw that Mara asked for something...that's a big step and she's able to do it already. You are doing very well.

I know that to the depths of my soul too, Spectre. Really...how could I not?

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in_spectre_mors January 26 2008, 13:32:28 UTC
I think there are many words made sexy simply by virtue of our saying them.

Yes! I was so pleased about that. She knows it's okay to say she needs or wants something, and she knows she'll be looked after when she does. I wish that didn't have to be such a huge deal, but still, I'm so happy she's already in that place. We can give her the life she deserves. The things that were done to her before will be nothing more than a bad memory.

I shall never give you cause to wonder, darling Thomas.

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suave_thomas January 26 2008, 13:36:03 UTC
Like every word you ever say ever?

It is a huge deal though, and it's something that deserves to be recognised. Making the things that happened to her before nothing more than a distant bad memory is one of my fondest wishes.

Mmm. You're fantastic. Hey! Tell me one of your fantasies so I can make it come true!

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in_spectre_mors January 26 2008, 13:53:36 UTC
Amongst others! I was thinking more along the lines of every word you say... but at least we were on the same track!

It's one of my very fondest wishes, too. We'll make it happen.

Well, I always fancied being one of Robin Hood's very merry men...

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suave_thomas January 26 2008, 13:56:51 UTC
But you say things Scottishly!! Which just...gets me every time.

Yes we will. We're well on our way.

Hah! You're brilliant. And you clearly just want to see me in tights.

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in_spectre_mors January 26 2008, 14:22:31 UTC
Oh aye.

And Thomas, really... what could possibly be wrong with seeing you in tights, I ask?

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suave_thomas January 26 2008, 14:24:34 UTC
Mmm yes.

Absolutely nothing! You shall have me in tights!! As long as Robin Hood isn't going to hurt his Merry man.

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in_spectre_mors January 26 2008, 14:36:24 UTC
I think I'll be alright. Everything seems to be progressing nicely, and there's been no bad so far!

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suave_thomas January 26 2008, 14:38:39 UTC
I just have to make sure.

Right, I'm off to find some tights! And a quiver! Hhehehe quiver!

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in_spectre_mors January 26 2008, 15:05:58 UTC
I know. Thank you. See you soon, my love!

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suave_thomas January 26 2008, 15:07:31 UTC
And I can rub that paupaw cream on your back afterwards if you want me to.

Okay I'm coming now!

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