I've often had trouble putting into words what goes through my head when I'm in one of those 'moods'. The ones where I don't know if I'm happy being alone, sad, or going to get sucked into a 'nobody likes me, everybody hates me, I guess I go eat worms' mindset ( Read more... )

Usually when I am faced with a decision or change, I get nervous, panicky even. I constantly go over the pros and cons of whether I am making the right decision. I ask myself over and over; Will I find it was the worse decision ever? Am I screwing myself over in the future? Will I hate it? What can happen after?

I am never sure about my big ( Read more... )

This post comes from a need to just talk. About anything, about nothing really. Just talk.

Warning, things could get rambly.

Let's see. Guess I'll start with saying that there has not been much going on around here lately, now that my watercolor class is over. I've been looking for more things to do in the city but so far not much luck. Either it ( Read more... )