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I told myself if this didn't work out, I was giving up. I would be done. I don't have it in me to try again. I don't have it in me to recover and move on and be okay.
I don't know what's going to happen, but I stand by this. This is it.
I'm honestly terrified it's not going to be okay.
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I am trying.
It isn't easy.
I shed more tears
Than I have in years.
Some are happy
Some are sad
Some are frustrated.
I am not upset about the tears.
I am so happy
To be feeling again.
Even if I feel sadness
Or fear.
I'm trying.
Trying to understand.
Trying to be calm.
Trying not to be scared.
Trying to give
What I know you need.
It is not easy.
But I am trying.
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His words are so beautiful.
I want to keep all of them.
I want all of those beautiful words to be true.
The words that fall out of his mouth
Are wrapped in white lilies.
They're beautiful and delicate.
They fall off a tongue laced in honey. They are sticky sweet
Clinging to my ears
And my soul
If I could hold them in my hands
They would smell so sweet
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Trying to stay calm.
It's not easy.
This is different. Different than last time, which is... interesting and crazy amd weird and surprising. There's just so much that seems impossible.
This is going to be interesting.
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Your mind is like an ocean
I want to run to it
I want to crash into the waves
It's deep
Sometimes dark
Always full of life
I want to explore all of it
And collect your thoughts like seashells
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I cried for madder music and for stronger wine,
But when the feast is finished and the lamps expire,
Then falls thy shadow, Cynara! the night is thine;
And I am desolate and sick of an old passion,
Yea, hungry for the lips of my desire:
I have been faithful to thee, Cynara! in my fashion.
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I could love you forever if you'd meet my gaze
You truly have a beautiful brain.
Filled with beautiful words. Insight. Melodies. Humor. Stories.
It's beautiful and it's wild and I just want more of it.
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Lead foot down when it's leaving
It's interesting how things change. It's also interesting how they stay the same. Sometimes I don't know which is which. I know that sounds confusing, I guess it is.
For the first time in a while we had a long conversation about nothing in particular. I used to crave it... this conversation that went on for hours. Pictures of a diner. Talking about ( Read more... )
