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Well, here we are.
About five months ago I thought there was no way that life could get any crazier. Couldn't possibly get any weirder or more dramatic. I thought, what could possibly be more intense and crazy than this?
Let me introduce you to August Heather and her life. Cause it's crazier and weirder and I don't know how that's even possible.
I wonder if this was how it was meant to be the entire time. Maybe the way it all started five months ago was so familiar I just jumped in head first, not even stopping to think about how accurate or real the feelings were. Were they real? I would think yes, but that doesn't leave much room to explain how quickly I could back off and where I'm at right now.
This though... feels different. It feels new and it feels nice and it feels genuine. It's less intense, less dramatic, and less scary. It's unwrapping an all-new set of thoughts and feelings and opinions. It's I sort of know you, but I get to really know you now.
It's wild. I'm intrigued by the fact that such an interesting and beautiful person is interested in me, but I'm glad. What's going to happen? I have no fucking idea. Will things go well? I hope so. I think so. If they do, will you be happy for us? That I really don't know.
I know I'm all over the place in writing this. I'm in that really lovely and fun phase of liking someone new so I'm scatterbrained. It's really nice to be in this phase and just have someone like you and make you laugh a lot. I've missed it. That's another thing that is different. Interestingly, this might feel more real.
I just know that I am happy and my face hurts from laughing and smiling and I've been watching good movies with good company and it makes me feel content.
About five months ago I thought there was no way that life could get any crazier. Couldn't possibly get any weirder or more dramatic. I thought, what could possibly be more intense and crazy than this?
Let me introduce you to August Heather and her life. Cause it's crazier and weirder and I don't know how that's even possible.
I wonder if this was how it was meant to be the entire time. Maybe the way it all started five months ago was so familiar I just jumped in head first, not even stopping to think about how accurate or real the feelings were. Were they real? I would think yes, but that doesn't leave much room to explain how quickly I could back off and where I'm at right now.
This though... feels different. It feels new and it feels nice and it feels genuine. It's less intense, less dramatic, and less scary. It's unwrapping an all-new set of thoughts and feelings and opinions. It's I sort of know you, but I get to really know you now.
It's wild. I'm intrigued by the fact that such an interesting and beautiful person is interested in me, but I'm glad. What's going to happen? I have no fucking idea. Will things go well? I hope so. I think so. If they do, will you be happy for us? That I really don't know.
I know I'm all over the place in writing this. I'm in that really lovely and fun phase of liking someone new so I'm scatterbrained. It's really nice to be in this phase and just have someone like you and make you laugh a lot. I've missed it. That's another thing that is different. Interestingly, this might feel more real.
I just know that I am happy and my face hurts from laughing and smiling and I've been watching good movies with good company and it makes me feel content.