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I am trying.
It isn't easy.
I shed more tears
Than I have in years.
Some are happy
Some are sad
Some are frustrated.
I am not upset about the tears.
I am so happy
To be feeling again.
Even if I feel sadness
Or fear.
I'm trying.
Trying to understand.
Trying to be calm.
Trying not to be scared.
Trying to give
What I know you need.
It is not easy.
But I am trying.