that's some crazy shit right there
"The truth is that you could never handle the truth." As much as I would like to say it, I'm really not the kind of person that likes to hold things inside. When someone asks, I'm dying to answer. I've told various people some lesser truths before, but not this one. This one is kind of big. And it might ruin a lot of friendships, so I dare not admit it. And no, I'm not gay, it's not what you think!
This kind of truth is not an angry truth, despite the userpic I chose (which usually use when I'm writing something angry)... It's actually quite embarrassing, and I don't think people would be surprised, but I also don't think they'd really do anything to help me either which is also why I don't ever plan on telling anyone.
It's also the kind of thing you only talk about with the girls...and seeing how I don't have access to that group of friends much anymore, it's another reason why this confession has never emerged. I do have friends I can go to but it's just awkward.... I also have this feeling that if it were to ever get out, I'd get a bashing for it. Being a highly opinionated person and a touchy subject, it's bound to happen..
The world is difficult to live in, and you never get what you want. So what's the point of living? We should all just die.
This kind of truth is not an angry truth, despite the userpic I chose (which usually use when I'm writing something angry)... It's actually quite embarrassing, and I don't think people would be surprised, but I also don't think they'd really do anything to help me either which is also why I don't ever plan on telling anyone.
It's also the kind of thing you only talk about with the girls...and seeing how I don't have access to that group of friends much anymore, it's another reason why this confession has never emerged. I do have friends I can go to but it's just awkward.... I also have this feeling that if it were to ever get out, I'd get a bashing for it. Being a highly opinionated person and a touchy subject, it's bound to happen..
The world is difficult to live in, and you never get what you want. So what's the point of living? We should all just die.