i have been in a strange mood pretty much all weekend. it has manifested itself in a multitude of ways. yesterday it made me ask mom to come down here so i would have someone to go shopping with. of course i found only three things, and refused to try on any shoes because shoe-shopping is the most depressing act ever for a person with weird- ( Read more... )

i just received a mysterious text message. actually it was quite sweet, in a cutesy, chain mail, valentines sort of way. it's a valentines rose, and it says to pass it on to everyone you care about, including the person who sent it to you and see if you can collect a dozen. the mysterious part is that it came from a number i don't know, and, ( Read more... )

all of a sudden tonight, i got really depressed. someone needs to come cuddle and make everything better.

of course, my roommate isn't helping. and i seem to have developed a cough.
and also, what may be an asthma attack or allergic reaction.

did i study for my final? of course not.

I don't feel older. I don't feel wiser. I just feel lonely.

and what's worse, I don't feel happy with the little time I got to spend with people that I love.

A big chunk of my life seems to be missing, and I have no way of filling it.

I am so done with this moody bullshit. I'm kicking depression in the ass and realizing that my friends can get me through anything. No matter how complicated everything else in my life gets, my friendships remain stable and completely satisfying. So there it is. I think I can be happy like this ( Read more... )

I should really be less of a guy when it comes to alcohol...and in many other ways that chicks should be girly and not manly like Carolyn (ha! inside joke that no one gets...good times). Pabst is one of the most sketchy beers of all time, but last night I drank it. I drank at least 5 and started out sober...spiralling drastically into drunkenness ( Read more... )