It's been almost two years since I finished my HGA working, and those two years have been pretty much the most dramatic upheaval of my life. After I left my (shitty) job (that I hated), and correspondingly lost my (incredibly overpriced) apartment, my time in the wilderness was long and difficult. I went from a guy who was very used to living alone ( Read more... )

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We missed the "drugs" portion of the lecture. That may be for the best...

I've been thinking about this a lot lately.  I've made many friends very quickly, coming into a social group with pre-established values and ethics.  This has made me realize that A. my former friends were not really very good friends and B. that a healthy community is possible.  There is, however, a disadvantage.  It's nice to have friends that  ( Read more... )

The project has six wings ( Read more... )

Gemetria is a system of ascribing relations between words and concepts by reducing those words to pure number and exploring the relations between words and names that add to the same number. One can also look at relations between various numbers and come to new understandings about the concepts they are associated with. Gemetria, for me, has ( Read more... )

I just recovered this old photo.  A blast from the past!  One of the first nasty pictures I put on the internet of me in front of one of my early altars. 
Those are M&Ms on the silver tray set before the devotional image.

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Unlike my work with the previous two tablets, HCOMA has been very standardized in terms of ritual. This post contains a review of the type of work that has been demanded in my engagement with the previous two Watchtowers by comparison to my present work, a description of the invocations preliminary to reciting the keys and invoking the cherub, and ( Read more... )

There are three parts to this post. Part one is an examination of the Enemy as that entity is differentiated from the two other Great Devils I have encountered. It should go without saying, given my history with the CoS, that I am particularly well acquainted with this individual. This came up significantly during “Day 91” (Read more... )

This is a short speech from the Cherub ZIZA which illuminates a certain amount of the material I described here: http://starchamber007.livejournal.com/286402.html I’m entering week four of six (I think) in my work with the BITOM tablet. I’ll provide a more in depth description of ( Read more... )

Okay... this is good ( Read more... )