So, i'm sitting here unable to concentrate on my studying that i desperately need to be doing... and i think it's partly because of what's sitting on the kitchen table along with all my books and whatnot... maybe if i share a bit of the sappy-ness it'll help me ignore it ( Read more... )

i know it's been forever since i've posted anything ( Read more... )

I am a stupid, stupid, lost girl.

"Let me not pray to be sheltered from dangers but to be fearless in facing them. Let me not beg for the stilling of my pain, but for the heart to conquer it. Let me not look for allies in life's battlefield but to my own strength. Let me not crave in anxious fear to be saved but hope for the patience to win my freedom. Lord, grant me that I may not ( Read more... )

based on events from the past few days...

i think i like to drink a little too much and make bad decisions

as a result, i am frustrated, confused, and very tired....

(also a bit dehydrated)

so, more text messages were sent last night.... they went something like this:

Me: RUF tonight was about forgiveness and i really didn't think it'd have anything to do with you, but when i think about it, i think the main reason i said i couldn't be your friend yet was really just to give myself space and time to harbor anger toward you because i ( Read more... )

a lot happened this weekend...

•  i went to see my parents in memphis...it was a 9 hour drive with stops... about half an hour into it i discovered that my cruise control didn't work... awesome

• We ate at :
  
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             ok... so i figured it was time for an update...  lets start out with this...

[[Since the beginning of 2007]]

1. Have you had a gf/bf? no
2. Have you had your birthday? yeah, turned 21... still dont feel like i'm 21, and haven't had a whole lot of fun with it
3. Gotten drunk? hahaha, oh man... yes.
4. Gotten high? ew
5. Smoked a cig? too ( Read more... )

So... things have been kinda up and down lately.... some highlights (because i dont have an enormous amount of time to go through it all ( Read more... )

so milo's sick... he's been throwing up a little and not eating since monday... i had to take him to the vet today and they said they think he has a bacterial infection (since we dont have any plants he could've eaten...) so i got some medicine for him and some babyfood (cuz that's all he'll eat?). which, by the way... costs money. money is ( Read more... )