so the tumor they removed from dad's neck? that wasn't all. they had to remove muscle and nerves and vocal cords ( Read more... )

today was the day i nearly lost my shit at [radio edit].

indeed, i am not your homie.

my dad isn't doing well and my stepmonster is an insufferable bitch.

that's all folks.

the carolina hurricanes have had blur's "song 2" for a goal song for as long as i can remember. they held a contest for a new goal song this year. you know what won? fucking petey pablo's "raise up." ya know, "this one's for north carolina, c'mon and raise up, take your shirt off, twist it round your hand, spin it like a helicopter!" obviously, ( Read more... )

...i'm pretty convinced my father might not be doing as well as he wants us to believe he is. the tumor in his neck is now grapefruit sized. he's in constant pain; they have him on oxycodone for the pain, but it's not helping at all. they haven't done anything for the cancer because they've been concentrating on his acute kidney failure. he started ( Read more... )

the police lip sync challenge, much like the running man challenge from a couple of years ago, IS NOT A FUCKING REPLACEMENT FOR BEING A GOOD COP AND ACTUAL FACTS COMMUNITY POLICING ( Read more... )

...and my stress levels are such that i wouldn't buy a whole pack at this point...

but i'd almost gnaw my arm off for one singular smoke.

of course, i'm not going to do this.

just ugh. nope, no stress at all in my life right now. none whatsoever.

the fam was actually pretty cool, minus my stepmom. then again, that's situation normal ( Read more... )

so... as far as i know, i was probably right all along in not believing my aunts' mysterious appearance until i actually saw them ( Read more... )

...two of the aunts (dad's sisters) are coming down from delaware next weekend. this will be the first time they've seen him since he got locked up. they have to come through here on their way back from the prison, but no. mary (the stepmom) wants us to drive down to the area where the prison is to have lunch with them ( Read more... )

dad looked a little worse for wear, in my opinion. i think he's feeling worse than he's saying. i'm supposed to call one of his sisters to find out when they're all coming down to visit him, but damned if i feel up to it tonight ( Read more... )