Fuck ( Read more... )

So, I've lost a friend today. Because I informed him of my view on a situation.

I'm sorry but, when you say you have a crush on someone, and you even acknowledge that this person has a disorder like autism, and then you start making fun of him behind his back because you got hurt...I don't think that's funny. I think that's a shitty thing to do ( Read more... )

My mother has breast cancer.

The specific type is called Invasive Duct CarcinomaShe's an old woman these days. Only in her 60's but life has taken a toll on her so she's, perhaps, a little closer to 80 or 85, in terms of how delicate her body is. If she has to go through chemo, I am afraid she will not survive ( Read more... )

I realized at Steamworks tonight that I've been experiencing this bitchy backlash from the YouthCare orientation I went to last week ( Read more... )

Here I am, trying to be a more positive person, and I find myself slammed in the face with a staggering reality of how fucked up people are ( Read more... )

"Why ( Read more... )

I'm not entirely certain I should continue with the stories about my spiritual development, at least publicly. I'm feeling...very vulnerable right now. Because the heaviest, most intense and personal aspects of my development are yet to come ( Read more... )

Been feeling a little out of alignment lately ( Read more... )

Today is a day of tears.

I am learning a very painful lesson today.

It is too painful to give details, but let's just say it's another lesson in personal responsibility.

Let that last entry be an example of, just generally, what kinds of stuff go on in my head pretty much every day ( Read more... )