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Things are going well for me. My dad is getting better after being in and out of the hospital for a couple months. the chemo made him really sick. he just had his gallbladder taken out. but he's feeling better ( Read more... )

Well today I took the day off of work. I have slept almost all day, i did not sleep well last night. So here's what's going on ( Read more... )

So here i am, it's 1130 on a tuesday and i'm so unmotivated. i just want to sleep. I'm unusually lonely and depressed today. I think i'm finally realizing that i've been here for almost a year and still have no friends. I did go through a period where i felt good about that but weird things started happening and i backed out. I'm very unhappy with ( Read more... )

I would like to get some feedback from some people on this one. what does an open relationship mean to you? I mean that's what this girl wants, but i'm not sure if that's what i want. i want more. when she talks about other women it makes me sad. But on the other hand, i love "being" with her, and i don't want to give that up. so my question is ( Read more... )

well today went a lot better than the past few days. I talked to my friend and we're just gonna see what happens. just be good friends, i guess i'm ok with that. i wish there could be more, but i would rather have her freindship than nothing at all. she moved out of her house and is now living with a friend. she looked and acted better today than ( Read more... )

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I've been having hard days lately....I've got so many things on my mind. Let me start out by writing about my best friend... she's wonderful, i love her. She has been more than just a friend to me. but she cannot be with me, eventhough she tells me she wants to, and it hurts so much. i want to be with her, i think about her all the time. I know i ( Read more... )