lost and confused
I've been having hard days lately....I've got so many things on my mind. Let me start out by writing about my best friend... she's wonderful, i love her. She has been more than just a friend to me. but she cannot be with me, eventhough she tells me she wants to, and it hurts so much. i want to be with her, i think about her all the time. I know i must move on but I don't want to, and i'm having a hard time letting go.There's just such a stong bond between us, i get butterflies when she walks in the room. i look forward to seeing her when i can. i miss being able to hang out with her. i'm so confused and sad. I wish i had someone to talk to or to hold me and listen. I've never felt this way about anyone before and i don't know how to get over her....but i guess i just have to take it one day at a time.