Am feeling much lighter today, after a couple of weeks of feeling like crap the fog has finally lifted and I feel like myself again.  The past couple of weeks may have been awful but I feel I've come to understand my fear of opening up about my feelings a little better.  Don't get me wrong my parents are fantastic people, but they definitely have ( Read more... )

I shouldn't have assumed that no-one would want to hear about my problems, I know its a problem I have within myself- I find it very hard to open up to people about the problems I have, to show weakness.  I now know there's at least a couple of people out there who are willing to (and want to) help me cope with this shit.

Everytime I think I've managed to beat this PMDD I have another month where its all I can do to make myself get out of bed.  I am so sick of myself so its no wonder that my friends don't give a shit.  I try to keep the worst of it to myself, put on a front and pretend that it isn't really happening, but I know its doing me no good really.  Its so ( Read more... )

...because it didn't seem to fit completely with my previous one ( Read more... )