Dear dudewhoscaresme...

So, telling me you / your alter ego / twin self is in love with me is not comforting, sir. Especially when we both know you're not even really being someone else except to be "witty" about the fact that you're dressed differently today. Especially especially when I am already disturbed emotionally by previous flirtation. ( Read more... )

• 20 is less traumatizing so far than expected.
  • My band sang "Happy Birthday" to me (which I recorded muahaha) and gave me a card; there were actual tears involved, I'm not gonna lie.
• I have passed the drug/alcohol course (34/40, 32 required).
• I am craving cheese with a strange intensity.
• My arm is in serious and semi-random pain. Fibro-style, which is ( Read more... )

I keep successfully forgetting my flash drive places, and it is distressing and I want internet back because I am currently bordering on totally-out-of-my-mind with frustration due to trying to remember a million different things and tote around a million different files on three different flash drives (or mp3 players) and remembering the right ( Read more... )

My shopping ability is stunted somewhat. I just spent over an hour wandering a store gathering things I would like to buy, and then decided I didn't want to spend money (because spending money = BAD, guys. Like calling people with telephones is BAD and being dead is BAD and decaf things are BAD) and took the time to go put most of those objects ( Read more... )

So I had a dream that it was Christmas day, and I was at church doing Designated, and people were breaking into the church with guns and large pointy spear-knife-things. They didn't want the general populace of the church, just those in the a/v // musical department, and they locked us in a closet and fed us rotten sushi while rigging up large ( Read more... )

It appears that the vampires-in-the-fridge dream is trying to tell me something. Or whatever it means when you have the same dream two nights in a row and think you've had it another time before then.... Anyway, I had that again last night - apparently the vampires in the fridge were spawned from rotten food. Tomatoes, specifically. Eew. (Which ( Read more... )

I'm having a worryful day already today.

Woke up near-panicky over some dream (something about a cabin or old house or something being posessed / haunted / something like that because there were people underneath when they built the house and put the floorboards on top of them, and the original family of the house went mad for some reason... and ( Read more... )