It took half a bottle of Captain Morgan, but I cried. I am lonely and it's my own fault. That's just the reality that I've manifested. I chase straight guys- my friends, even. Shit ( Read more... )

Noting sad thoughts:
It's like I'm scrounging for ANYthing to have inside of myself, like substituting a definite sense of self with some Vodka, craving to fill myself with cock, searching to fill my nostrils with your scent... filling my time with wasted seconds. I fill myself with macaroni salad instead.

A new favorite artist of mine, cLOUDDEAD fuses Hip Hop culture with what's almost Beat poetry ( Read more... )

Today was went well. I signed up for classes. My schedule is as follows:

Monday Nights:

7-10 Anthro 1 Lab.

Tuesday & Thursday Mornings:

9-10:30 Psych 34, The Psychology of Racism & Sexism
10:30-12 Metro 10, Meteorology of meteror (not truly.)

Great day. Great dane. Dane Cook?

Today I rocked the androgeny with a ponytail, listening to Le Tigre while wrenching on my radiator and simultaniously laundering a couple loads of clothes. Now I'm at BGC.

I've got Plan "B" ability.
My fake French is hot.
I've got the moves.

I need to say something about my sexuality. At the peek of hormonal influence, I came out of the closet as a bisexual. That was during my 7th Grade year, 1997. The basis of my homosexuality derives from the gay male icon of that time. Politically active and proudly gay, I had the infamous “gay voice” and lisp and I wasn’t afraid to break gender ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 5 and did three loads of laundry. I fooled around on the internet for a while and for some reason remembered to look up Stephen Colbert's press speech, printed it and read it. Beautiful start. I found cool mail at my parents' mailbox: Free, BONUS CD from Ebay (which made its way to the coffee shop bookcase,) and a package from ( Read more... )

YESTERDAY is to RELAXED, SUN-GOD WORSHIP ( Read more... )

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Emma Swan, age 10(?) just told Erica that she is going to be a hippy when she's older because when she wears tie-dye she doesn't feel like she has to fight with conservatives anymore because seeing all the colors of the rainbow together, it makes everything okay.

Best quote from a kid since Big Hands and Smell Face.