ouch...

[soul_of_sui]

i just felt that im being treated with hostility... must evertyhing really gotta turn out this way?

even aquaintences says more to each other than this...

all the not-more-than-5-words replies are killing me...a sure sign of defensive mechanism at work...'nothing, need to say someting?'... crap... okie maybe its me... maybe the problem lies with me... but i just cant seem to find any solution to it... with all the supressed feelings... i can feel that it is slowly eating me up again...

shall just fall into wind's embrace...