in my anger i faltered,
in my haste i ran away
the funny thing is you refused
to let me go astray
what i thought i wanted
only brought me the grave,
what i thought i hated,
was exactly what i needed:
( extended hands to save )

Lost At Sea::Jimmy Needham

How could you see what you see and not totally
Want to discontinue me for all eternity and then some
It bothers me so that I could be so
Completely unaffected when connected to the holy one
And so I sit here and stare at this page and wonder
At what age it will become clear to me
So for now I am clueless to how you do this
And ( Read more... )

Dropping off the face of the internet for a week leaves one with a ton of reading... especially over at LJ's

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*** I write in present tense, but it's not really much of a 'present' problem... just something I had to wrestle with. A discussion with one of my mentors today brought this out into the light...***

I'm here and I'm listening, but lately that's all it seems like I do. Just listening. to heartbreak, to arguing, to who says what about whom, to joys ( Read more... )