in my anger i faltered,
in my haste i ran away
the funny thing is you refused
to let me go astray
what i thought i wanted
only brought me the grave,
what i thought i hated,
was exactly what i needed:
( extended hands to save )

This last week since Wednesday, I've been in a very fervent and voracious mode, almost in total constant prayer. Prayer to change hearts, Prayer to bust down hardened walls. Prayer that *certain* members of my family would come to know and live in Christ. I'm still praying ( Read more... )

This afternoon, at about one, I had the strangest feeling of- well, I don't exactly know what, but it wasn't good- come over me.

This evening, I learned that at that time,( Read more... )