Today I visited the Flint campus to get the feel for it with Nicole and Maggie. I thought I should jot down some thoughts about it while its fresh ( Read more... )

Its been awhile. Turns out medical school is hard, who would have known ( Read more... )

Ugh I'm done feeling so alone. Yesterday after our genetics quiz some of us gathered at a friend's house for a triple birthday party. A lot more people showed up than what she thought, which was fine. I'm starting to feel left out of the group now, though. I think people are starting to get sick of me and how upset I am all the time. I understand ( Read more... )

Where to begin ( Read more... )

I got lower than average on all of my exam last week.... and didn't pass my anatomy practical and therefore didn't pass my anatomy exam. Fan-fucking-tastic. I hate that I always feel behind, I hate feeling dumb, and I hate feeling like I'm doing everything wrong. I just hate it. I'm not usually like this... I'm always on top of my shit doing ( Read more... )

Dad was feeling some pain today in his upper right quadrant today. He took morphine. It scares me when he is in that much pain. The first thing that goes through my mind is that his liver is inflamed, meaning the cancer is alive and well. I'm terrified that this means the chemo isn't working, even though it could be a variety of things. He is just ( Read more... )

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I should have wrote this entry yesterday, but seeing as after group I went to trivia with Amanda and Nicole and today Emily and I went to the mall, this is the first chance I've had to really reflect on this emotional day ( Read more... )

This is going to be a really long entry, but I want to write down some of the things I'm feeling right now, as I feel they are really important things to reflect upon later ( Read more... )

It's all so overwhelming. I'm trying to take things one day at a time, trying to enjoy each day, each hour, each breath, each moment, for what its worth. My dad's still here and feeling great. He is trying to do the same, planning on coming to my graduation, plant the garden this summer, and see my white coat ceremony in the fall. Hell, he's even ( Read more... )