I am in the middle of finals...and I am scrambling to catch up now because I've been fucking around all semester. I'm glad it happened now then any other time. I've learned my lesson. I need to REALLY concentrate from now on and get on top of my school. I've been drinking, hanging out too late and it doesn't help that all my friends out here aren't ( Read more... )

I guess I have to face the fact that it would never happen with David. I like to think that there may be a chance, but I know god damn well that it wouldn't happen. And that sucks cuz I want him so bad. I haven't cried over it yet, but when I think about it I just get that nasty, empty pit in my stomach that makes me feel like I'm worthless. He ( Read more... )

So David and I are over. Kind of sucks, but I'm okay. I don't really want to type everything that happened but I will say that I feel a little sad cuz he was my dream guy. Seriously. The way he dressed, how sharp and on point he is. God damn it! Too bad hes personality is so horrible. Oh well... : (

So yeah I made out with a 40 yr old last night! Crazzzzzzyyyy! It was so not bad at all. The only thing I was uncomfortable about was that I work with him and so we shook each others hands and made a promise that it wouldn't be awkward. I keep thinking about it and I just keep laughing its soo funny. He kissed me first and he had been trying the ( Read more... )

So I finally got my vacation and I was in Vegas all weekend! I had a fake ID too so I got carded a lot and the fake did not look like me at all but it passed everywhere I went so it was cool. The first night there was alright Corey was kinda being lame so Brianna and I walked around and gambled and I got really drunk and then we went back to our ( Read more... )

I am at a stage in my life right now where I just don't give a fuck about anyone else but myself. (Of course I love my friends and family and yeah I do give a fuck about you guys). I am just in a very selfish point in my life. This guy David right now is just someone to have fun with. I don't care if he sees other girls cuz I am going to see other ( Read more... )

I stayed the night again with David and I met 2 more of his friends. They were pretty cool guys, I thought they were really funny and they seemed to have really "approved" of me so it was fun to see the kind of people he surrounds himself with. Anyways long story short his friends left and him and I talked until 6am about what the hell was going on ( Read more... )

So i spent the night again at David's place and this time it was even better. He taught me how to play a video game, and it was actually so much fun just hanging out with him. I forgot about all the drama and the stress with school just hanging out with him. Before all that he called me and invited me to go to dinner with him but since I had ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, and for fucking once I am so happy that this guy fucking knows how to treat a girl. He offered to make me breakfast this morning, and I thought about it and NO guy I've dated or slept with has ever offered to make me breakfast. So hey maybe I should give him a fucking chance I don't deserve bullshit like Zack anymore.

So I met this guy David a while back and since I was so bummed about the whole Zack thing Saturday I called him up and he invited me to his condo. I was supposed to go out to that lame club with Corey and all them but I didn't think that would make me feel better, so I just went to David's instead. He has a 3 story condo, his own business, several ( Read more... )