Sprung like an idiot
I stayed the night again with David and I met 2 more of his friends. They were pretty cool guys, I thought they were really funny and they seemed to have really "approved" of me so it was fun to see the kind of people he surrounds himself with. Anyways long story short his friends left and him and I talked until 6am about what the hell was going on and all that. And we both had the same idea to not call ourselves bf and gf, but "see one another". So then I said well then that means I can date other people? And he said he didnt mind if I did, but he doesn't want to see anyone else but me and so we basically agreed to be boyfriend and girlfriend but just not to call it that. The thing is he wants to make money at his company so he can retire in a couple of years and just live off of interest, and I want to get good grades and focus on school. And from both of our past relationships we realized that getting shit done is a lot harder when you have someone attached and so we just want to get our shit done and then we'll see what happens later. But right now were just going to have a good time together. Yeah, I'm sprung, but you wouldn't believe the shit this guy says to me. I've never met anyone who can say ALL the right things at the right time every single time. And when he kisses me my stomach completely drops like I'm on a rollercoaster. lol. I'm really scared whats going on and I'm trying not to get too sprung cuz I really dont want to rush things and ruin it because he's an awesome catch and I want to make sure things go really slow and easy. I sound fucking crazy right now. I don't even call him, I let him call me every time I'm just trying to be careful with this one.