i leave in two weeks.

it hasnt even hit me yet. i dont think it will until im sitting in my hut and a morter hits something in the distance. its so crazy to think about it.

is it sad that im planning my arrival back home before ive even left?

ill be home in six months...

afghanistan.

the base gets mortered and bombed every other day.

it will snow while im there.

we talked and i thought things might be ok. a little weird and akward but ok. fuck that and fuck you. you lied to me yet again and im done this time. i dont even want to be friends anymore. fuck. fuck. fuck.

im glad i didnt ( Read more... )

i didnt think id ever be saying this.

the opportunity was totally there. and i said "i cant"

i dont know whats going on with me lately.

my package arrived. im a little disappointed. it wasnt exactly what i thought it was...ill just order some more ( Read more... )

haha...

a plastic bottle, pen case, water, and a lighter = stroke of genius

i talked to her last night. she called me at midnight and asked me if i was mad at her. i told her i was mad that she didnt tell me she was getting engaged. we have an agreement where we dont talk about other people we might be talking to but thats kind of a big thing to not tell me. thats what i told her. thankfully, she isnt getting engaged but i ( Read more... )

im so stupid ( Read more... )

im loving new york.

everything has been so crazy so far.

i would love to go back to the mario level and the hobbit hole again for another five minutes...haha

easter baskets at one in the morning...

thank you for taking your time and making my day.