Sometimes I almost wish I was more oblivious regarding what my friends do.

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Don't read the rest unless you actually want to read about the stupid stuff I observe and put together into plausible situations that could very well happen, but might not be.
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T has a tumblr, and a lot of her friends do to, and naturally I like their blogs but I don't " ( Read more... )

Hung out with family today, that was nice, I decided to text her to see if maybe, by some coincidence she'd text me back and she did and that was that. I thought "cool, finally talked to her sometime now, even if it was just a short conversation about icecream". lol.

Few hours later, we're still visiting with family and whatnot, and she texts me ( Read more... )

She has a knack of writing things on tumblr that are more than likely directed at me, but I can never be too sure (But I pretty much am.) that confuse the living fuck out of me.

I love you too much to give you me

because i know me.and am the last thing you need

trust me

is what she wrote about an hour ago. If that's not directed toward me, I don't ( Read more... )

For months, a few of our friends have been trying to push us together/saying things around us specifically to make us look at each other and snicker under our breath/etc ( Read more... )

She told me things she says no one else even knows.
I did the same with her. We shared opinions, experiences, fears.
This blows me away. I've always hoped to be that person that someone can tell things like that to.
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Holy fuck.
New perspective on some things? I think so.
New level of appreciation/respect for this girl? I think so.
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I wish we could have ( Read more... )

i just really fucking love you ( Read more... )

With Taylor, it's always always always one step forward, and two steps back.

Always.

And it's driving me nuts.

I was messing around with her after the bell rang and someone was like "OH COME ON, CHILL, ya dang lovebirds". I laughed, and she said nothing. Awkward, but ok.

Haa. If only.

Oi vey.

that is all i have to say to you, damn it.

the opener to our conversation earlier was you telling me "oh crap -girlfriend's name- just reminded me that it's our three-month mark today. i completely forgot o_O" - that was several hours ago.

the bulk and closer to said conversation? you friggin flirting with me to hell and back for like two hours.

Art class today was...interesting. In a good way though. Kinda bittersweet (ugh, can't think of the word to describe it, but it's close to bittersweet) in a sense ( Read more... )

I hate seeing person A hooked up with person B and knowing I'd be so much better to person A than person B.

Who knows, maybe I just think i can do better?

Either way, fucking "love", whatever this is, is posing me quite the headache.

I kinda just want to prove myself to person A. I mean, I've known person A for much, much longer than person B for ( Read more... )