Well, yesterday was a particularly dark day for me. Pretty sure I have a case of Postpartum Depression and not just baby blues. Kevin and I ended up fighting about the whole thing. The fact that I'm depressed and crying constantly, and the fact that he just doesn't know how to handle it ( Read more... )

After a great deal of trauma, fear and surprise, my daughter Natalie was born Tuesday morning at 2:12 am. I didn't get to hold or really see my little girl until yesterday afternoon. I started to hemmorage around 1 a.m Tuesday after being in unexplaianble pain all day. The fear of such a hemmorage was the very reason I've been camped out in the ( Read more... )

  So...I didn't get very far I guess. I had another small bleed on Wedensday, followed by more of the same Thursday morning when I went to my regular doc appointment. So they admitted me back into the hospital after doing an exam ad seeing that it wasn't a small bleed but a fairly large one, even though the blood was old. They are planning to keep ( Read more... )

Ack ( Read more... )