Sometimes you just don't know where you're going and why you are doing it. I've just about had it with everything. I want my life back. I want my freedom back.

I'm not sure where I'm going right now. I'm in a haze and I can't seem to get out of it. I think that everything I have bottled up is finally coming to a head and ready to explode.

There is a reason why ex's should not be friends. I'm learning that more and more every day. My life now, isn't my life before. And I sure as hell don't miss that life.

My mom's husband might have prostate cancer. Something like this makes dying more realistic. And then you sit and wonder, what will happen to my mom? Where will she go? What will she do? I don't think she has been alone in probably 30 years. It's a really frustrating feeling.

My friend's son Connor is the apple of my eye. I have never met a boy so sweet. Granted he thinks I'm his girlfriend, even though he is 3. I watched him last night and he made me realize, once again, how precious the love of a child is. He is just so innocent and full of life and energy. I hope one day I can have that. Having children really is a ( Read more... )

2012 is coming to an end and I honestly couldn't be happier. Granted I was hoping the world apocalypse would actually happen because I'm sure the next few years will instill just absolute chaos. I can't believe people are taking out their anger and hatred on children. I thought the world was sick before, but now it's just getting worse. I just keep ( Read more... )

It's funny how one person can change your life forever. Then again, everyone you meet changes your life one way or another. As for Josh, I'm shocked that this has gone on this long. And as for each passing day, my feelings grow stronger and stronger. I've never really met someone who just gets me. Doesn't even have to try, but just does. It just ( Read more... )

Once again, I really think I've hit my breaking point with everyone and everything. So you know what? Fuck off.

Nice way to fuck with my head. So friggen awesome, right? God I'm pissed today ( Read more... )

Life isn't always what you think it'll be. It's another year ending and a new year beginning. It's just funny how things can change so drastically all within a matter of minutes. Whether it's your mental stability, or the physical aspects of life itself. We grow, evolve, and adapt to the situations held before us. We "learn" from our mistakes and ( Read more... )