NASTIES!!!!!!!!!!!


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Well Tim's offically in the air. I sent a text to Emily wishing everyone a good flight to a new life then shortly a lil while later Tim calls me ( Read more... )

is it only fucking tuesday? only the 2nd day of the week? UGH!

Yesterday as you have read my journal was NOT a good fucking day well afternoon I should say. So in order to make myself feel better well not really fucking better but to drown it all away. Last night I went to the gym after the kids were in bed so i went about 930PM and I worked my ( Read more... )

I ever just think he'll actually do what he says he will ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to write. Even tho I have a lot of stuff I really should put down somewhere I just am blank ( Read more... )

what do you do when the one person you felt kept you sane is no longer there when you need them b/c the friendship is no more?

Well I made the time to E-mail pictures of Jimmy's deployment ceremony to Emily and their son. I really hope that she doesn't mind that I sent them instead of Jimmy but I had to wait for them. Well anyhow...now I am waiting for the deployment pictures so I can send them on to them too.

Hope everyone is doing better than I.

take care,
~R~

You don't have to thank me for something that I wrote to her. People who really know me, know that I am NOT a cold hearted bitch in anyway. And I wrote what I wrote to her b/c well simply b/c IT'S TRUE. And weather anyone realizes it or likes it I am the only person who knows exactly what she's feeling and going through right now ( Read more... )

DO NOT LET HIM FOOL YOU INTO THINKING YOU HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG!
DO NOT LET HIM FOOL YOU INTO THINKING THAT IT'S YOUR FAULT & NOT HIS!
DO NOT LET HIM FOOL YOU PERIOD.
SOME WOULD THINK THAT I WOULD BE GETTING A KICK OUT OF THIS; BUT I AM NOT!I WAS THERE TIME AND TIME AND TIME AGAIN. AND COMING OUT OF IT EVERY TIME ( Read more... )

                                                                             :SORRY:

it sucks and I know how bad it sucks.