Well....................
I don't even know what to write. Even tho I have a lot of stuff I really should put down somewhere I just am blank.
Since my last chat with Tim I've been doing some thinking. How does he think I am suppose to have any trust in him after all the crap he's put me through and then on top of it....after what he's done to "her". which is the same shit he's done to me.
NO, I haven't brought any of that up to him.....b/c well I just really don't want to go there with him. And of course he's NOT going to say anything to me about the matter.
But still somewhere deep within my gut tho he is telling me sweet nothings sort of speak HE MUST BE TELLING THEM TO HER TOO....I KNOW THIS B/C THIS IS HOW HE WORKS.
I don't know people. Why do things have to be the way that they turn out? I know as they say you must sleep in the bed that you made for yourself. But sometimes isn't there away out of that?
I haven't made promises to anyone in my life about my life EXCEPT for my children and that's to be their Mommy rain or shine and to be THE constent in their lives.
:sighs:
THE DRAMA KNOWN AS MY LIFE...UGH!!
Since my last chat with Tim I've been doing some thinking. How does he think I am suppose to have any trust in him after all the crap he's put me through and then on top of it....after what he's done to "her". which is the same shit he's done to me.
NO, I haven't brought any of that up to him.....b/c well I just really don't want to go there with him. And of course he's NOT going to say anything to me about the matter.
But still somewhere deep within my gut tho he is telling me sweet nothings sort of speak HE MUST BE TELLING THEM TO HER TOO....I KNOW THIS B/C THIS IS HOW HE WORKS.
I don't know people. Why do things have to be the way that they turn out? I know as they say you must sleep in the bed that you made for yourself. But sometimes isn't there away out of that?
I haven't made promises to anyone in my life about my life EXCEPT for my children and that's to be their Mommy rain or shine and to be THE constent in their lives.
:sighs:
THE DRAMA KNOWN AS MY LIFE...UGH!!