So it's been QUITE a long time.  And there is too much to say and not enough time for me to do so.  I'll type up something in Word and post that in here in the next couple of days.  Till then I hope everyone's having good days and dreaming well!  =)  G'Night.

Hey, long time... so things have been kind of sorta weird lately. Been spending a LOT of time with my aunt, we're delivering phone books so that I can at least maybe have a little extra money to save so I can start paying my bills again. That'd be rather swell. ;) But anyways, we've had some rather interesting conversations. Talking about ( Read more... )

So it's been a freakin' MONTH since I e-mailed Leslie and I STILL haven't gotten a phone call from her. Two weeks straight I called her and left message after message... hell BJ mentioned me to her AND Kathleen did and I still got nothin'! SOOO pissed. But in other news, Matt is finally history... finally stood up for my morals with that SOB and ( Read more... )

I E-mailed Leslie yesterday. *sigh* HOPEFULLY she can spare a second or two to actually look at the damned thing. Seriously, I know she's busy and all, but I've been calling there EVERY FUCKING DAY for the last two weeks and she has yet to call me back even once. It's always, "Oh she's in a meeting." "Oh she's on the other line." "Oh she just ( Read more... )

Why can't I listen to people when what they say makes sense... or why do I listen to them when my gut says not to? I'm sitting here at McDonald's because we'd made plans for him to come out here today and this morning he called and said that he didn't feel well and that he was going to sleep for a while before coming out here... it's now almost 5 ( Read more... )

Papa didn't make it. He died sometime in the early morning. I'm going home today. Margie and Nella are coming to get me. Just thought I would let everyone know. Kinda numb right now. If anyone wants to talk I'm pretty sure I'd be up for it. Oh, and Steve definitely has cancer in one of his kidneys, so they have to remove that one, and the ( Read more... )

So I've been spending a lot of time on myspace lately... most of my recent updates are on there... if you want to read 'em the link is: http://www.myspace.com/belownormal625Read more... )

If one more person I know goes into the hospital for ANY reason I'm going to scream. And I wish this headache would go away... it's not a fun one. =(

So much for being open and honest with each other. *sigh*

Pretty sure it's bad...

Pretty sure I won't be able to handle this without lots of support...

Pretty sure I haven't really stopped crying since about 11:30 this morning...

Pretty sure I don't have the strength to talk about it right now...

Pretty sure my icon says it all...

Pretty sure... no, definitely sure that I love you all.