today was alright i suppose. school was slow. work was alright. i didnt get to go down to the childrens room but i survived upstairs. i got my first paycheck too. but claudia called a few minutes ago and said the library was closed until tuesday so i get all that time off paid. i also just broke my toe. yes i know it is broken so leave me alone. ( Read more... )

so today was good. work puts me in a good mood for some reason and its a good way to break the day. i hopefully get paid tomorrow which im totally excited about. gonna open a bank account. hmm what else? today was pretty dull actually. came home and ate and now im here. i took out a movie at the library in which i intend to maybe watch it tonight. ( Read more... )

back from new york city. things happend there, caught it on tape. the trip was nice, however the welcome home from school kinda sucked. a lot of teachers seem to have problems with me. i was talking to jamie during art about the kid i like and she thinks i only like him for looks. i got mad and defensive because when i like someone to this point, ( Read more... )

what kind of proposal was that?

So here i am another day. school sucked, work sucked. didnt get much sleep last night, woke up late, i didnt really have a mood...so dad picks me up and tells me not to wait outside or someone will drag me in the woods and kill me. at that moment in time i wouldnt have minded proving him right. i know hes looking out for me, but i just needed air ( Read more... )

so work was fun. i realized that i dont even have a 50 cent folder with my name on it yet. that was fun. ive been getting into film lately...as in videos and such. I always thought it would be a cool reminder of how i spent my life. so ive been playing around with our camera and a few programs my dad installed a while ago. its pretty cool and i ( Read more... )

lord. so much to update so little time. i spent the weekend with jess which was classic. we made a video thing which i was happy because i love doing that kind of stuff. so now its monday. i wake up at what...5? go to the bathroom. i discover i am now bleeding out the anus. grand. someone must have stuck a small naked mole rat in the toilet because ( Read more... )

i have issues posting rants....lets just say im happy with a lot of things in my life...but others i need to improve upon. i have a huge post but i dont think im going to post it.

so here i am. im still working on my history project and my two essays. its not getting done because i keep thinking of other things. work is good and home is good. everything is good...school is stressing but hey thats not any different. ive been watching fred phox for a while and i dont know what it is, but im sooo fascinated by what he does. Ive ( Read more... )

well i should be doing other things right now but i thought id update real quick. things at home are quite good...its more laid back but who knows how long that will last. ive been taking my fathers advice and stayed out of things and i notice myself becoming more relaxed and they seem to brush it off easier when i dont say anything. Work is going ( Read more... )